A 50-year-old woman in a Buddhist chanting hall in Xi’an was recounting her grievances to the old monk Miaofa.
She and her husband divorced at an early age, and her daughter, who was raised by her with great hardship and is now a graduate student at a university in Beijing, has never thought or worked in the same direction as her since she was a child. Tell her to go east, and she will go west. For example, she likes to eat stir-fried rice and vegetables. I cooked it for her. She obviously ate it with relish, but she pretended to be unhappy and said she wanted to eat some noodles:
“Mom, you just won’t do it for me!”
The next day I served her noodles, but she said she wanted to eat flatbread and scrambled eggs. Is that annoying or not? But outside, everyone said she was a sensible and good child. He was also rated as one of the three best students in the school every year.
Although I also believed in Buddhism under the influence of my mother, my attitude towards pornography remained unchanged. You said it was good to recite the Buddha’s name, but she insisted on practicing meditation, but she was clearly reciting the Buddha’s name while sitting in meditation! Teacher, do you think she is my bad luck and came here to collect debts?
The old monk asked her: “When you were 6 months pregnant with your daughter, were you angry with your husband twice in a row?”
The woman thought for a moment and replied: “Yes! She was angry twice.”
“Your husband has always known how to love you, right?”
“Yes.”
“The anger between you and your husband is mostly because of your blame, and every time you know your fault in your heart and speak harshly. In the end, you lose your husband’s love for you and the confidence to live together. Although your husband filed for divorce, you I feel reluctant to let go, but I say forcefully against my will, ‘Just divorce me, get out of here!’ You haven’t remarried since the divorce, and it’s also because of regret and nostalgia, right?”
Tears hung on her cheeks like a waterfall as she suddenly burst into tears…
The old monk continued: “The fetus in your belly became angry with you when you quarreled with your husband, and your anger also hurt the liver of the daughter in your belly. The divorce caused her to lose her father’s love, and she was mainly directed at her father. The one who came to be your daughter has resentment towards you in her heart and mind.
In fact, you have already confessed your faults to your husband in your heart, but you are unwilling to admit it publicly. It is you who want to find a way to let him know your confession without affecting his current family life, and face your daughter with a repentant heart. Her mistakes have caused her to lose her father’s love in this life. If you sincerely worship the three volumes of “Liang Huang Bao Confessions” at home, with the blessing of Buddha, your daughter’s attitude towards you can be changed, and she will be a filial daughter. “
